Sadistic-Melancholy

A song, that clearly describes me~ ----- I am a man who walks alone And when Im walking a dark road At night or strolling through the park When the light begins to change I sometimes feel a little strange A little anxious when its dark Fear of the dark, fear of the dark I have a constant fear that someones always near Fear of the dark, fear of the dark I have a phobia that someones allways there Have you run your fingers down the wall And have you felt your neck skin crawl When youre searching for the light? Sometimes when youre scared to take a look At the corner of the room Youve sensed that somethings watching you Have yo

Your cruel device your blood, like ice One look, could kill My pain, your thrill... I wanna love you but I better not touch I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I wanna kiss you but I want it too much I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison Your poison running through my veins Your poison I don't wanna play these games (I wanna love you but I,but I better not) Poison Your mouth, so hot Your web, I'm caught Your skin, so wet Black lace, on sweat I hear you calling and it's needles and pins I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't wanna touch you but you're under my skin I wanna taste

I have no quarrel for today's sake in any subject. I obviously picked the wrong time to write up this entry despite I am feeling quite weary. Or so, tired. It's been... tough, but I've advanced this far. Kudos. -(Mood: Weary)- -[Listening To: Combichrist - Enjoy the Abuse]-